Thursday, September 30, 2021

Excerpt from Not Another Boy Band: Holding a Tray While Being Worshiped NOT WORK SAFE

Sometimes a scene grabs sometimes it's a picture that I can't get out of my head.

This next scene was inspired by a sweet scene that didn't evolved into oral sex. Max/Tul of Together with Me, a Thai BL. In one of the spin off series Tul makes Max breakfast in bed... 

Mind you Sage doesn't look anything like Tul... but the idea of the tray wedged into my smexy brain and I thought that would be quite a predicament... holding a tray while someone worshiped you. Daiki and Sage do enjoy of kinkiness so the idea of the band being nearby while Daiki gained some experience on his knees... well, can you blame me?


Here's the excerpt From Not Another Boy Band

“Can I take a picture of you?” Daiki pleaded, as if snapping a photo of him was of dire importance.

“What? Why?” That knocked him sideways. He needed some new questions.

Daiki grabbed his phone and took some shots. “You, shirtless in the apron, carrying a tray... I can’t draw you fast enough because I want to enjoy you immediately.”

“Are you okay?” Sage had never made anyone breakfast before, especially not in bed. But if a breathy artist totally hot for him was the usual reception, he’d have to make Daiki every meal.

Shrugging, Daiki nodded. “Yeah, I’m not used to being in a manga that I’m drawing.”

“What?”

Daiki groaned and touched his face. “I’m going to have to tint my cheeks with embarrassment lines.”

Ah, got it. Sage played along. He made a show of looking where the blanket failed to hide Daiki’s arousal. “Oh, by the way, you’re drawing not only yourself but me very aroused.”

Daiki put down his phone and pushed off the comforter. He didn’t meet Sage’s gaze, but the shifting of his body highlighted his jutting erection, not disguised at all by the shorts he wore.

“A gorgeous man bringing me breakfast in bed....” Daiki frowned and shrugged it off, then pasted on a teasing smile. “You probably make breakfast in bed for your lovers all the time.”

Sage’s desire to actually get someone who wanted him for him seemed to pull out the truth. He should stop himself from the long stare, but couldn’t. Instead he confessed, “No. I’ve only done this for you.”

A million expressions crossed Daiki’s face, but a predatory one stayed. “This is a first... for you too?”

Swallowing, Sage clutched the tray tighter. “Yeah.”

Daiki slipped out of bed and onto his knees in front of Sage. “May I?” What was he—
Daiki ducked under the tray, pushed the apron out of the way, and

grabbed on to the waistband of Sage’s lounge pants. He peeked out and tilted his head, making hair fall into his eyes. “Sage?”

His name never held so many questions, but there was only one answer. “Yes.”

Smiling a real smile, Daiki shifted forward and disappeared, hidden by the tray Sage held.

A hot, wet mouth wrapped around him and sucked him halfway in.

Sage hardened fully and gripped the tray tighter. “I should set this down.”

Daiki appeared not to have heard him, because he continued sucking him. Adding his hand, Daiki started stroking Sage in an enticing rhythm.

Something out of the corner of his eye made Sage turn his head. There was a full-length mirror behind the door, giving him a view he’d never had. How had he become the star of a filthy manga? But Daiki looked too beautiful to be associated with anything dirty. Sexy, yes.

The reflected image seared into Sage’s brain. Him getting a blowjob while clutching a tray, and Daiki sucking him, with a hand busy down the front of his pants, while he stared at Sage.

Their gazes caught in the mirror, the uncertainty in Daiki’s eyes dragging Sage deeper into his thrall. Daiki wasn’t conducting some elaborate game of seduction; it was clear he simply wanted to suck Sage and get off.

No question Daiki had stepped way out of his comfort zone and was exploring what he wanted... and right now that was Sage. That might have knocked him sideways, but it was what Sage wanted too.

Sage’s affection for Daiki was a nonstop fast beat. His feelings hadn’t evolved slowly over time in a measured fashion but had appeared in a moment. Had he been waiting all of his life for someone to open his heart? Maybe he’d get burned, but he couldn’t stop being consumed by the driving rhythm because surrender felt too good.

He gripped the tray tighter. The predicament of having to hold the tray while getting sucked off increased his arousal. So far, only a little bit of the tea had spilled on the napkins. Could he come without dropping the tray?

Turning back to the mirror, he stared as Daiki bobbed his head, bringing the wet heat of his mouth up and down with ever-increasing suction. Sage had never watched himself getting sucked off. The act felt new and forbidden; not being able to see Daiki except in the mirror added to the uniqueness.

He hadn’t locked the door, and three other guys were a room away. The worry of being caught in the act intensified everything.

Sage wasn’t going to last long, so he warned, “Close.” 


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Session drummer Sage Nakamura puts his trust fund where his heart is and starts his own band in Japan—Kashi-sei, Japanese for “visibility.” Tired of his favorite J-pop bands imploding over even a hint of same-sex attraction, Sage decides to take sponsorship out of the equation. He hopes his band will become a safe haven that validates diversity in gender identity and orientation. But he’ll need some help to make his endeavor successful.

Mangaka Ikeda Daiki lives a comfortable, if lonely, life in Tokyo. When he gets the opportunity to work with a band as it is forming, developing the products from the beginning—starting with a manga—he leverages his platform for more creative freedom.

At Sage’s insistence, Daiki helps him choose band members and navigate the finer points of Japanese culture. But the two have more than business goals in common. Mutual admiration develops into friendship, attraction, and a relationship full of firsts for both of them.

But as the band prepares for their debut, Sage, who has never played before a live audience, gets debilitating stage fright. How can Daiki and the band help him through it and keep his dream alive?


 

 

Thursday, September 23, 2021

China's New Law Ban's All BLs

It's heartbreaking but these new laws are being translated as BLs are now banned. All current BLs in production (Immortality & Heaven's Official Blessing) will be watered down into bromances or friends. 

My heart hurts for the LGBTQIA+ people in China. BLs were a place they could get a tiny bit of visibility and acceptance (Yes yes I know they weren't "perfect" but they were something that helped normalize the rainbow & helped people know they weren't alone.) 
 
I'm just brokenhearted.


Thursday, September 16, 2021

Effeminate Men Being Banned from Chinese TV

 

Currently the stars of both wildly successful BL novel adaptations (The Untamed & Word of Honor) have been or are under attack. Xiao Zhan almost lost his career, and they are still not releasing some of his work even after an apology tour. His costar Wang Yibo was just taken out of a cultural program on CCTV after the dress rehearsal for no reason (though he is a spokesperson of Channel and wore one of their pink woman's jacket on his street dance show). 

 

          The Untamed

 

 

Zhe Zhang from Word of Honor had pictures for four years ago surface of him being at a controversial temple in Japan (for a friend's wedding). And his costar Simon Gong just had pictures come out of him eating ice cream NEAR a stone directional marker for the same temple (he was kilometers away though that didn't seem to matter.)


Word of Honor


 

Why am I beside myself by a law that bans effeminate men from Chinese TV?

 

1)    It’s simply wrong and scary.

2)    The law is vague and can be applied in subjective ways that allows for targeted attacks on LGBTQIA+ people.

3)    People are being told to get into the constructed boxes society has prepared for gender > if you get out or don't fit you’re wrong. Since I’ve been out of them since I was three years old how incompatible am I?

4)    Brings me back to all the debates of how “straight cisgendered women” shouldn’t write gay romance. Yeah, first fuck the jealousy and hate. Secondarily, I knew it eleven years ago but now there’s more visibility to show many of us weren’t cisgendered or straight so wrong on all accounts. Being told you’re something you are not is gaslighting and then to be chastised for it is enraging. 

(BTW you don’t have to be a serial killer to write about them & you don’t need to be on the rainbow to write the rainbow > it’s silly to hold that belief > and yes, I support and elevate #ownvoices > however this law silences voices.

5)    Silencing of people and not allowing them to be who they are is torturing them into a quiet hell.

6)    Denying visibility to a queer population that is dying for validation of their very existence in horrible.

 

 

 I fear this will get worst before it gets better and I don't know how many people will be harmed by this type of person censorship. All the International community can do is help elevate their voices (as best as we are able), hold up a mirror to reflect reality, and try to be visible when it is safe to do so.

 

Many Hugs, Z. Allora

Thursday, September 9, 2021

We NEED to Respect Differences in LGBTQIA+ Expression

 This is a bit of a brain dump. I hope most of you know & believe I try to validate everyone's way of being themselves. 

 The world is a HUGE place. There's 7.9 Billion people in the world.

Each country has it's own culture, foods, music, and issues. People in those countries also vary greatly, and we all have are own filters giving us a unique picture of the world & events.

((Okay why am I telling you what you already know?))

Too often folks from one place don't allow people in another place to evolve in the way that makes sense to them. Now of course there's basics that are wrong in any language and I'm not arrogant enough to believe I can make that list > but I think if you're reading this you would agree killing someone for being on the rainbow is simply wrong. There's nothing cultural that someone is going to point to make that okay for me > ever. 

LGBTQIA+ rights and acceptance vary from place to place. This will impact how a person is able to express who they are and who they love. That will affect how much visibility can safely displayed. 

Just because where you live is more accepting and open don't judge those from other places who aren't in the same situation.

LGBTQIA+ expression varies in orientation and gender country to country. 

Both of these will affect the movies/TV/books/web series that come out of the country.

And please be careful assuming it's only in the BL/MM romance genre. I encourage you to watch/read some M/F as well so you'll able to see which issues are linked only to BL/MM romance and which are where the mainstream population is.

I'm struggling currently to write a manuscript set in Thailand. Thailand's view of the rainbow is different than in the West. There are even different orientations (such as Adams > cisgender men who are attracted to people assigned female at birth but are more masculine). In some cases they've jumped the bisexual orientation and landed right into the pansexual realms where it's not the gender but the person. (I've talked people who used a Western filter and say it as bierasural, but that's was not what was happening. They simply see the possibility of being attracted to anyone.) 

This is true for everyone but since I'm writing another book based in Thailand I wanted to point out how transgender people see themselves is different and how society sees them also varies. By only using Western standards and ideas you don't see the true picture. 

In Thailand some transgender women and some effeminate gay men identify as kathoey (or ladyboy which isn't a slur there but a title some aspire to) and some see it as an orientation. Some people use the term "second kind of lady." 

Just like in the USA some transgender people don't want to fully vanish into the binary of male or female. Some want to honor their journey from being assigned one sex at birth to identity as another. It depends.

I'd ask that folks accept that there are differences and because I'm trying to honor the people of Thailand I will be donning their filter in which I'm developing these stories.

Allow for variations in the orientation and gender spectrum.

Big hugs, Z. 

(BTW: Nonbinary is only beginning to see the light of day in Thailand before recently I didn't exist.)